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Thanks for accompanying me yesterday in town. Thanks for being so sweet and for lending a listening ear. The pineapple bun was great. :)
Gf, thanks so much. Really appreciate it. Looking forward to seeing you tomorrow... :)
Dreamt a nightmare. It sucked entirely. Feel so cheated and bullied...by my own subconsciousness. How idiotic. No prizes for guessing what i dreamt of - sickening disgusting lizards. Think they were just tree lizards this time, but big enough to instill horror. Wished for someone to hug when i woke up. Sounds awfully kiddy but yeah, sometimes i wish i didnt sleep alone. Think i woke up at the part when i was attacked by milling lizards and was screaming my head off. I abhor lizards. They are damnit big bullies that plague my sleep. Buzz off.
Finally decided on meeting Daph later. That silly bum msged me and seemed so eager to meet up. So yeah, decided to go. Afterall, I miss her too, and I just feel like leaving the house. It's always suffocating staying home on weekends...
If studying comprises of reading and re-reading the same old lines, I may as well stop studying. And yes, I have. Maths C, Chemistry, Physics, Biology...ranked in order of increasing dislike. I'm a bag of lazy bones. Think I'll be going to play pool later. It's been a long time.
Cant seem to get any thoughts processed. Brain's all clogged up.
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Havent sobbed so much for sucha long time. Anyone knows any fast cure to swollen red eyes? It'll surely come in handy here...argh. If only the rebellious droplets will stop overflowing the sockets.
Hate to admit it but I was thinking of somebody else when i was in someone's company. It wasnt entirely though. It was fragments of thoughts buzzing in and out of my mind. Never felt that way before. I'll brush it aside and consider it nothing.
To my two bestest buds, hope you guys are feeling alright. Love you both.
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